Lost
The past five months I've felt beyond lost. I've been praying over and over for God to show me his plans. To give me the ability to see his path for me. He's been growing my faith and I know it. I have close friends telling me this is a time to be in rest and patiently await God to move. It's been quite difficult. I vacillate between being calm and centered on Jesus, trusting he has me and a complete wreck not knowing what to do or where to go. I'm starting to see all the pieces fall together slowly. Okay, maybe I'm just starting to realize what game we are actually a player in. Sometimes we have to spend time in the desert, usually figuratively, being lost so we can get a clearer understanding of what his long term path is for our life. This time has been spent working out things within my immediate family. He's been working on our foundation, which is in need of stabilization. He has given me messages along the way from other people th